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it is time for me to start updating again. maybe tomorrow tho because i have to sleep soon because i am getting tired...
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| J0HNNY R0CKETS! |
[08 Apr 2006|09:20pm] |
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well as you guys might already know...i am officially a member of J0HNNY R0CKETS! it's always a good day at J0HNNY R0CKETS!! teehee.
here is the main time line of events that has happened:
march 30, 2006- turned in application, got an interview, got hired!
march 31, 2006- data processing, took i.d. picture, picked up costume from wardrobe.
april 1, 2006- picked up pants from wardrobe.
april 4, 2006- company orientation from 3:30-5:30, got paid!
april 5, 2006- guest service training from 3:30-5:30, learned PEANUTS, got name tag, got a certificate, got paid!
april 7, 2006- divisional orientation from 4-6, took a tour of knott's.
april 8, 2006- on the job training from 2-4, went inside J0HNNY R0CKETS, did activities to get to know each other better, got paid!
april 9, 2006- divisional orientation from 8:30-5:30!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
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| A FRESH START... |
[09 Feb 2006|06:46pm] |
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SAN DiEGO STATE... HERE i COME.
i FEEL AS iF i CAN ACCOMPLiSH ANYTHiNG.
THiS iS MY CHANCE TO SHOW THE WORLD i CAN SHiNE BRiGHT.
MY CHANCE OF A LiFETiME.
A NEW PLACE...
A NEW HOME...
A NEW GROUP OF FRiENDLY SCHOOL MATES...
A NEW BEGiNNiNG...
A NEW ME.
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| CHRiSTMAS SPiRiT |
[21 Dec 2005|07:18pm] |
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i have come to a realization that there is no more CHRiSTMAS SPiRiT. i mean there is really nothing to look forward to anymore. i mean when we were children, we had ideas and anticipations about SANTA, RUDOLPH, FROSTY and most of all...PRESENTS. it was also when we were children that we were filled with an adundant number of SPiRiT. we helped decorate the CHRiSTMAS TREE with ORNAMENTS and LiGHTS and it was always such a site to see that STAR on the top of the CHRiSTMAS TREE. STOCKiNGS were huung over the CHiMNEY patiently waiting for SANTA to fill them with GOODiES. we would leave COOKiES and MiLK and hope that SANTA gets to eat them. and when we finally wake up that DECEMBER 25th CHRiSTMAS morning...we see that the STOCKiNGS are filled with GiFTS and the MiLK and COOKiES are gone. what don't know is that it was our parents. as children, we were rather ignorant. now CHRiSTMAS seems like a routine. every single year it's all about doing last minute shopping and what not. but isn't the most important thing just spending time with FAMiLY and enjoying a nice CHRiSTMAS DiNNER? and it's like, all CHRiSTMAS is about now is PRESENTS. we have become very materialistic...and that's pretty sad. i miss the old CHRiSTMAS days, like those i have mentioned earlier. i will admit that i am one of those people who always expects to receive GiFTS. but i do also miss driving through neighborhoods and looking at all the DECORATiONS that people use to glam their houses...WHERE ARE YOU CHRiSTMAS???
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| BANANA PANCAKES |
[01 Nov 2005|03:06pm] |
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LIFE IS GOOD...
[OCTOBER 31, 2005] iT HAS COME TO MY FULL ATTENTiON THAT i HAVE SERiOUSLY TAKEN LiFE FOR GRANTED AND THAT i FEEL OBLiGATED TO TAKE AS MANY RISKS NOW AND ENJOY WHiLE i AM STiLL YOUNG... i AM NOW TAKiNG CHANCES THAT ARE HROWN MY WAY. FOR EXAMPLE, ONE OF THE CHANCES i TOOK WAS GOiNG TRiCKORTREATiNG WiTH MY DiRTY DOLLS...TRACEY AND GABY! iT WAS SO MUCH FUN!! TOO BAD THAT WE HARDLY SAW ANY HOTT GUYS. LOLZ. SO FOR OUR COSTUMES,,,WE WANTED THE WHOLE MEAN GiRLS THEME. SO i WAS THE BUNNY, GABY WAS THE CAT, AND TRACEY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A MOUSE...BUT SHE SED THE EARS LOOK LiKE THE CAT SO SHE DRESSED UP AS A DEViL iNSTEAD..WE WERE STiLL PRETTY FUNKY FRESH!
 *GABZ* *TRiZZY* *MiAH*
iT WAS A SPECTACULAR SiTE TO SEE...ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE iNTO THE HALLOWEEN SPiRiT..iT MAKES ME CONTEMPLATE ABOUT THE GOOD TiMES i HAD WHEN i WAS A CHiLD.AND OH EM JEE! THA CANDY WAS WOAHZ. LOLZ. iT WAS A REALLY GREAT EXPERiENCE TO GET iNTO THE SPiRiT.
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| WATERFALLS |
[27 Aug 2005|05:49pm] |
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"WE BE BURNiNG" - SEAN PAUL |
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iTZ SERiOUSLY SO FUCKiNG HOTT...
i'M TOO HOT TO WRiTE RiGHT NOW...
MAYBE TOMORROW...
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| ALWEHZ COMiNG DOWN BOPPiN OUR WAY... |
[26 Aug 2005|02:50pm] |
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WOAH LiKE TOTAL LAGGiNG.
OMG, i HAVEN'T DESCRiBED MY VEGAS EXPERIENCE YET! AH! SO YEAH VEGAS WAS FUN. WENT SHOPPiNG AT THE OUTLETS AND i BOT HELLA. AND iT WAS LIKE REALLY CHEAP TOO!! i MiSS VEGAS. TOO BAD THAT WE DiDN'T REALLY GO ANYWHERE CUZ WE ONLY STAYED FOR THE WEKEND, BUT ALL iS GOOD. AND OMG, i THiNK THERE WAS A SiGN!!! CUZ WEN THE FAM ATE THE CHiNESE RESTAURANT, WE SAT AT THE EXACT SAME SPOT WHERE i SORTA KiNDA MET "YOU KNOW WHO"!! HAHAHA. AM i OBSESSED...ABSOLUTELY.
i CANNOT BELiEVE THAT SCHOOL iS ALMOST STARTiNG, YET ONCE AGEN. AND iTZ LiKE SENiOR YEAR...TAHT'S GONNA BE TONS OF FUN. UHM SUMMER JUST WENT BY WAY TOO FAST THO. SiGH.
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| YOU BETTER WORK |
[17 Aug 2005|05:29pm] |
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LiKE WOAH, HAVEN'T UPDATED iN A WHiLE. SO UMM. YEAH.
++THANK FUCKiNG GOSH THAT i FiNiSHED MOST OF MY HOMEWORK! SO LiKE ALL i HAVE NOW iS UM ONE MORE BOOK, WHiCH i AM HALFWAY THROUGH AND ONE MORE MOViE THAT HAS TO DEAL WiTH POLiTiCS AND GOVERNMENT. HOW GAY. WELL THEN i GUESS THAT MEANS THAT i HAVE MORE FREE TiME TO DO SHiT SiNCE i FiNiSHED A LOT. WOOHOO.
>>**FOR SOME REASON, i WAS SEARCHiNG FOR JOBS TODAY. iN THE PENNYSAVER, i SAW AN AD FOR "SECRET SHOPPERS". i THiNK THAT THEY PAY YOU TO SHOP AND TO EVALUATE STORES OR SOMETHiNG. BUT THAT iS LiKE A DREAM COME TRUE FOR ME! BUT i DON'T KNOW iF i WILL APPLY. BUT THEN i WAS THiNKiNG OF APPLYiNG TO "JUiCEnGO". SO YEAH i HAVE THE NUMBER, BUT i AM JUST WAiTiNG FOR THE RiGHT TiME TO CALL.
^^[//SMALL RECAP OF WHAT HAPPENED RECENTLY\\]^^
*WATCHED DEUCE BiGALOW EUROPEAN GiGOLO
*BOUGHT TWO NEW PAiR OF SHOES
*BOUGHT A NEW PAiR OF JEANS
*CERRiTOS MALL
*BOUGHT SOME STUFF FOR MY ROOM
*"COOKBOOK" BY MiSSY ELLiOTT
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| 4AM ORGASM |
[11 Aug 2005|07:02pm] |
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[//DREAM\\]
LAST NIGHT'S DREAM WAS ONE OF THE BEST DREAMS I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE. IT WAS ONE OF THOSE DREAMS WHERE I WISH THAT I COULD HAVE TRIED TO MAKE LAST, BUT I COULDN'T UNFORTUNATELY. IN THIS DREAM, IT WAS VERY CLEAR. IT TOOK PLACE IN MY BEDROOM. I DREAMT THAT I FINALLY HOOKED UP WITH DANIEL, FROM DRAGON NOODLE. AND ALSO IN THISDREAM, I ASKED WHAT WAS HIS LAST NAME. AND IT IS GUTIERREZ (GOO-TEE-EH-REHZ), I DON'T KNOW IF I AM SPELLING IT CORRECTLY THOUGH. IT WAS COMPLETELY MAGICAL. I AM JUST HOPING THAT THIS DREAM IS A SIGN.
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| B00tEE CALZ` |
[10 Aug 2005|06:43pm] |
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BooTEE CALLiNG w/ BRiANA & ANTHONY: GOOD FRiENDS
XraTED n XpLiCiT: HU FROM PIUS DO U GUYS LIKE REALLY WANNA SEE??
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: u didnt either
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: no one
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: OH I WANNA SEE BRIANNA
XraTED n XpLiCiT: LOLZ
XraTED n XpLiCiT: AWW
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: LOL
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: brianna jimenez aww that girl is so hot
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: :-P
XraTED n XpLiCiT: OH I KNOW!!
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: just playing...
XraTED n XpLiCiT: LOLZ
oxBr34nAxo: thats even worse
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: um i dont really want to see anyone
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
oxBr34nAxo: thanks a lot anthony.
XraTED n XpLiCiT: LOLZ
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
XraTED n XpLiCiT: I KNOW HES SO MEAN
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: np girl
XraTED n XpLiCiT: LOLZ
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: anyways.....
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: i just wanna see u guys
XraTED n XpLiCiT: AWWW
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: not u
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: hahaha jkjk
oxBr34nAxo: lol
XraTED n XpLiCiT: DAMN YOU!!
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: HAHAHA
//[++EDiT]:
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: who wants to help me find dates to my formals?
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: anyone?
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: plz help me.....
XraTED n XpLiCiT: I DO!
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: yay
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: ;p;
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: ok find me a mexican
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
XraTED n XpLiCiT: OKIE DOKE
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: bri will go with me if i dont find anyone
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: yay
oxBr34nAxo: haha
XraTED n XpLiCiT: I WILL GO WITH YOU!
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: too late bri will
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
XraTED n XpLiCiT: WELL IF SHE CANT OR DOESNT WANT TO
oxBr34nAxo: let jeremiah go if he wants too. haha
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: omg ill shoot myself
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
XraTED n XpLiCiT: LOLZ
XraTED n XpLiCiT: OR ME AND BRI CAN BOTH GO! WE WILL BE UR HOS AND U CAN BE OUR PIMP
XraTED n XpLiCiT: LOLZ
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: LMFAO
oxBr34nAxo: lol. how about i'm the pimp and u guys are the hos.
XraTED n XpLiCiT: DAT WOOD BE FUN
XraTED n XpLiCiT: OH YEAH!
oxBr34nAxo: i like that better. haha
XraTED n XpLiCiT: LOLZ
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: that works
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
XraTED n XpLiCiT: DAT WOOD BE HOTT
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: considering im a slut
WaNNaHoLDu4eVa: lol
XraTED n XpLiCiT: HAHA
oxBr34nAxo: haha
GOSH..THESE BiOTCHES ARE TRULY ONE OF A KiND.
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| i WAS TAGGED BY JAJA`!! WORD. |
[09 Aug 2005|06:18pm] |
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HERE ARE FiVE THiNGS...BUT THEY SOUND SORTA CORNY THOUGH. SOME OF THEM i THiNK YOU ALREADY NOW.
1. I SERIOUSLY HATE WHEN I AM NOT BEING LIKE INCLUDED IN THINGS. I MEAN LIKE IF I AM JUST "THERE" I GUESS. I HAVE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. I'M GUESSING IT IS BECAUSE I NEVER HAD THAT EXPEREINCE BEFORE, BUT I'M NOT SURE.
2. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I HAVE THE URGE TO STRANGLE MY FAMILY. IT'S NOT BECAUSE I AM A BAD PERSON, IT'S BECAUSE OF ALL THE STRESS THAT THEY PUT ON ME. I MEAN FOR MY MOM, I HATE IT WHEN SHE ALWAYS HAS TO SOMETIMES TALK BAD ABOUT ME AND LIKE POINT MY FAULTS. ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE'S ANGRY. FOR MY SISTER, I CANNOT STAND HER ATTITUDE AND LIKE SOMETIMES HOW SHE IS, LIKE HOW SHE ANSWERS ANDACTS. AND AS FOR MY DAD, I HATE HOW HE HAS HIGH EXPECTATIONS FOR THE FAMILY AND HOW HE THINKS THAT HE IS ALWAYS RIGHT. IT IS VERY HECTIC. EVEN THOUGH THEY DRIVE ME INSANE...I STILL RESPECT AND LOVE THEM.
3. SOMETIMES I WISH OF JUST MOVING AWAY TO A DISTANT COUNTRY AND STARTING A NEW LIFE. FORGETTING EVERYTHING IN MY PAST THAT WAS HURTFUL AND OR PLEASANT. STARTING ALL OVER, A NEW DIARY THAT IS WAITING TO BE WRITTEN IN WITH SECRETS AND MEMORIES OF THE YEARS TO COME. A NEW LIFE...A NEW BEGINNING...A NEW FUTURE...A NEW JEREMIAH.
4. I DON'T THINK THAT I WILL EVER "LIKE" ANYONE AGAIN. AFTER THIS WHOLE INCIDENT.
5. THE ONLY REASON STARTED MY DIET IS BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE UP TO THE EXPECTATION THAT IS STEREOTYPED WITH BEING YEAH. I MEAN THEY ARE STEREOTYPED FOR BEING LIKE REALLY HOTT, SO THAT'S THE ONLY REASON I DID THIS THING. BUT NOW I THINK THAT I HAVE BEEN DRAWN INTO THIS BLACKHOLE THAT IS FORCING ME TO CONTINUE WITH THIS DIET AND EXERCISE LIFESTYLE. I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. I HAVE TO BE THAT EXTREMELY SCRAWNY GUY THAT CAN FIT INTO A GIRL'S SIZE ZERO. I AM BEING COMPLETELY OBSESSED WITH MY APPEARANCE NOW. EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT'S NOT GOOD AND THAT I SHOULD LOVE MY BODY...I JUST CAN'T LOVE IT.
OK, NOW YOU GO HIDE AND I'LL COUNT TO TEN. 1..2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...10! READY OR NOT HERE I COME! GOTCHA! I TAG [INSERT YOUR NAME]!
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| VOGUE |
[08 Aug 2005|07:11pm] |
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wowzerz...today was senior portrait day!! i felt that i did a really good job during the photo session. i mean honestly, i think i owned it! i looked so hott in my outfits! i just hope that they loook good though. hopefully! well to go into detail, i had like hott outfits! for my casual pose, i wore a short-sleeved button shirt that is white with baby blue and brown stripes, and i wore my black jeans with my adidas and a baby blue tie. and as props for the picture, i brought a rainbow-colored lollipop, sunglasses, my camera and cell phone. for my yearbook pose, i wore a cream colored shirt with these squre designs on it, with a cream colored blazer and a yellowish-gold tie. i wore the same pants because it was only a headshot anyway. and as for graduation pose, it is self-explanatory. just wore the dress shirt but with cap and gown. how boring.
it has come to my attention that i have like, not really hatred, but like a dislike that always increases towards my dad. i mean like today, he got pissed because he didn't have his keys so he called us to open the door. and then we reached home, but he was all pisseda bout something. he was all like just go out like you guys always do or something like that. i think he was mad because he had to wait or something. but it's like what the fuck dumbass, we said we were fucking on the way. and i think he said something like we don't care because he was sick or something. idk, but he was being such an ass. and then suddenly him and my mom were like sirta arguing over the screen door like he always has to fix it or something and then he ASSUMED that it was either me or my uncle who broke it. but the thing is that it was my cousin. i think my mom was trying to point that out but she didn't know how to interprete it. and it was so stupid though. and then my dad was all saying, "MAYBE IT'S BETTER IF THIS FAMILY BROKE APART" i was like okay bitch i don't care. i would rather be with my mom anyway and any day. but then it's like they are all okay now. it's like what the fuck? and then recently, they didn't really argue but my dad was taking it up the fucking ass when he asked my mom to pick him up at 8:15 to pickup something for work. and then like after my mom asked if that is the only time he could go, meaning if he could go earlier. and my dad, being the bitch was all like, "OH OK NEVERMIND. ILL JUST DRIVE MYSELF. ITS OK. YOU'RE ALWAYS TOO BUSY...BLAH BLAH BLAH." it's like shut the fuck up bitch she only asked a fucking question. gosh damnit. but idk. my dad is such an asshole. but whatever.
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| Could I Have This Kiss Forever... |
[07 Aug 2005|12:51am] |
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"Could I Have This Kiss Forever"- Enrique and Whitney |
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Well, if you have noticed, I have decided to finally get a Livejournal. I think that I would like to make my first blog very significant in a way that it fully expressives my deep attitude and emotions right now. So I guess here it goes...
AUGUST 6, 2005 is by far the WORST day of my life...
[the JUiCY]:: OKeh so like here's some background info on the subject matter. There is this guy, named Daniel who I am so deeply head over heels for. He is the busboy for this Chinese restaurant in the Monte Carlo Hotel in Las Vegas. I have no idea how or why I had these feelings for him. For some odd reason I oculd never get him out of my head. I would always think about him like everyday, up to now I still do. I always imagined that he and I would have this relationship because I felt a connection with him, but I don't know if he feels the same for me. I mean, I don't even know this guy and he doesn't know me. But I honestly became obsessed with him. I remembered the exact day we sorta kinda "met". It was AUGUST 1, 2004. He refilled my water and I said, "Thank you." And respectively, he responded with, "You're welcome." It was truly magical and a time worth re-living. I even had a song for us entitled, "COuld I Have This Kiss Forever" by Enrique Iglesias and Whitney Houston. I am honest when I say that I lusted for him. I wanted him. Too bad it never happened. And so like apparently last Monday was my so-called "anniversary". But unfortunately, today had to happen. Elijah and I were planning on calling Daniel's work, and being our bad selves ... we did! THe phone rang and I had these butterflies in my stomach because I being ... reacquainted I guess with him. Sadly, the woman on the other line said, "OH HE DOESN'T WORK HERE ANYMORE. YEAH HE QUIT A MONTH AGO." At those exact words I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. No emotion could express my feelings. Well I guess it's a surprised+devastated+anxious type of feeling. Oh yeah I know what it is ... it's called HEARTBROKEN. I honestly felt that my world has ended, that my cookie has crumbled. He was the only guy that I had these strong emotions for. Ever since I sorta met him, I was never able to have those feelings for anyone else. And now that I have this knowledge, I find my family trip to Las Vegas to be ntirely worthless and it deprives me of my feeling to ever be in love? Well I don't know if I actually loved the guy, but I felt that I did. I guess I was meant to be a hopeless dreamer for eternity. But even though that we have an extremely tiny chance of ever meeting again, I will alwyas keep his memory in my heart and he will not be remembered in vain.
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